start coughing....can't wait to rush home turning to my tablets. I've been so fed up....my boyfriend just decided to give up entering my world,just as what i suggustd him to do. I simply can't understand. Is every girl in the world totally agree to surrender herself when she's in love? I'm not doing this does not mean I don't fancy. sigh.....it seems to be my fault anyway.
whatever,I pick up my dairy again.all those happiness back in one or two years ago,was just like some floating bubbles,not even welcome to be touched. I begin to write sentenses more disappointing,frustrating,desparating. It's never the same when I do what I used to do now. As my skin loss the glamour, my body stop haveing any positive changes, all in my head is why is not friday today? when shall the pay comes into my account? when can I afford a flat? what the fuck am i doing here??
Just got a SMS from my bf, not more than five Chinese words. I made up my mind not to respond. I am included to "my world" don't you forget, so how about go directly to sleep as your toes wish to.
